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Friday, August 31, 2007

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Kc, let's meet up for lunch alright junior ! (: You enjoy your days there too !

Mr. oh-so-slim, I don't fall aslp every now & then please. I was just too tired ! Haha. Btw, u fatty !

Yanyu, hey ! It's okay. I'll change the link asap alright :)

Caroli, haha ! It's getting away alr la. You'd better not post my unglam pictures, I've got pictures of u & ure 10 stuffs + double chin ! LOL. We better meet up during the hols, if not our telepathy will be all gone by the time sch re-open. Hahaha.

Yuyi, thanks for booking the rooms ! We'll have fun ! :D & thanks for encouraging (:

Emily, somewhere in Mary Shaw's house :) Hahahahahaha !

Branda, aiyooooooooo. You'd better come back soon okay ! I want t talk t u till our mouth swell up ! Hahaha.

Jh, life is sooo not much better for me man. My project days were the same, exams as well. Totally sucked. But, hang on ! :) It'll be over !

Sara, thanks love :) I had fun laughing over the phone yesterday with you (: Meet up soon please.

Cindy, thanks love :) C'mon James & Lucas ! Hahahahaha. Ohmy, Jamessssssssss...................

Peiyin, it's okay ! No worries (: We'll enjoy the chalet tgt ! Haha.

Sc, yay ! Thanks for sponsering some stuffs eh (:

Jes, yes clicker ! ITS OVER LAAAAAA :D superduperuper happy please ! Haha. Let's go out someday ! (:

Ritz, heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! :D How's things over there ? LA KID. Haha.
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It's almost a week ever since the death of my uncle.
It was only till today that I had the time t sit down & talk over it with my mum.
Was telling her the deaths that I've heard from my friends about their friends.
I guess it was just too much t take.
3 deaths in a week, connected t them in a way.

Now, what honour do I get in HTM ?
Why am I giving up so much t be in there..
I'm not blaming anyone, it's my own choice.
But I've given up sooo much time spent with my parents,
I've given up countless outings with my clique, best buddies, & everyone in sec sch,
I've given up the last chance t see my uncle.
I get sooo upset whenever I'm alone on a bus & think about these stuffs.
I didn't even get t see my uncle for one last time.
So heartbreaking. I tried so hard t not t cry, not t get affected. I tried.
But its so difficult t get it off my chest & I guess it'll always be.
I tried my best t be happy in sch, get over with the papers.
But half of the time I'm studying, there will be an image of my uncle.
I heard the whole story from my mum today. It's so heartbreaking.
I didn't know what was the cause of his death, till today.
Call me his relative, oh please. What a failure.
Ask me how many times have I visited him when he was hospitalised.
Twice, freaking 2 times. For how many months he was in there, I went only twice ?

I seriously don't understand what's wrong.
What projects, what exams. What rubbish. Excuses ?
It was not excuses, just that.. I really couldn't fork out the time.
Now that one is dead, I can't do anything but t pray & hope that he's happier up there
& t treasure those around me even more.
I'm going over t his house tmr with my mum & aunties, sigh.

Goodnight.
Uncle, 对不起.

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