Head over heels.

Head over heels ♥

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

i wanted sooo much to at least pass all..
i tried hard enough :/ really.
with my own conscience, i can say that shihui did try.
im not lying.
ask daddyteo :(
he knows ive tried. he told me to go slp at midnight.. he seen me study hard enough.
but why.. why do i have to lose 16marks for pom ?
i felt so fuckin' deafeated when aderyl showed me the notes. ARGHS.
what the hell did i memorised my notes for ?! what the hell did i read through my notes like eight thousand eight hundred & eighty eight time FOR ?!
dont tell me things like, 'hey its just 16marks.'
guys, the paper is only upon 40. do u how much that 16 marks meant to me.

i cried when caroli told me, 'hey shihui, u're the one who chose htm. so, study for it now !'
should i just be contented t go t rp 3months back ?
its tough. i dont even have the power to study for rht now.
i just want to jump down into a pool where i can like cry for all i want, think hard for all i want, rest for all i want..
stop studying stop studying stop studying..
我不可以了啦, 不行不行不行..

shihui ah shihui, why so dumb ?
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//edits:

ah, nvm !
SHIHUI WILL WIN THE WAR.
i want to make daddyteo & mummyteo proud.
STUDY STUDY STUDY.
I HAVE TO DO IT.